EpiphanyJanuary 16thEpiphany
I have no life. It wasn't taken from me. I didn't give it up.
I never had one to begin with. My entire life is controlled. Controlled by this Debilitating Illness.
I cannot accomplish anything. Barrier after Barrier lay in front of me. Each barrier a different fear that can't be overcome.
I can't go to school. I finally overcame the barrier stopping me. But it just gave way to even more.
I can't drive. I can't give myself transportation. I can't leave town.
I'm useless on my own. I don't
Mirror ImageMirror ImageMirror Image
I looked myself in the mirror today But I wasn't looking back at me. I stared into it's eyes this way For quite a length of time.
They say eyes are the window to the soul This creatures eyes were empty and cold. It had died... It's bell did toll. The face in the glass was dead like me.
This overwhelming apathy has me in a state of emergency I cannot get serenity Because the world is dead to me I'm already dead so let me be Fifty more years of agony Of pain, of strife, of misery Until someone will bury me My s
I Beleive in LoveShe said she needs time. She needs a break from us. It's not about me. She says she doesn't love herself. I tell her I will always be there. I will always support her. She can have all the time she needs. I will wait for her. I told her I've been there before. That I have not loved myself. She can call me if she needs help. Or just to talk. She cries. I don't. She's been strong for me so many times. I will be strong for her. I know she will come back. She says I am wonderful. I love myself only because of her. She believes in me.I Beleive in Love
My Personal EnchantmentA mystical light leaks through the forest Where sweet lulling songs bring memories new From the mighty bear to a mouse, smallest This Personal enchantment, true, through and throughMy Personal Enchantment
Thoughts spring freely through the grassy meadows But secrets are held below the treetops
A sunny day sets the forest aglow An alluring place, where peace never stops
The recurrent duties of animals, live The soul of nature brings passings by A bird takes flight before the suns arise Places so serene never say good-bye
When the leaves bear cold, the day, exhaust
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BecauseBecause.... because you love me you hold me you know what i smell like,Because
when its perfume or just shampoo and you like it
Because.. because you think I look good in red you smile when you see me and so do I you say i make you happy
Because... because you know everything about me you know where my mole is you know what foods i like you know who I am
Because... because you want to be spiderman but are afraid of spiders you said you would want to be Edward Norton you liked that i wanted to look like Liv Tyler &nb
I have a question for everyone.
cheers
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